Wonder

I'm closer to twenty than I am to ten and I'm just as lost as ever. I'm still not sure where wind comes from or how the Internet works, and I don't understand why we have dreams. And, I'm not sure I ever want to. At the zoo I've seen wonder in the eyes of my nephew, and I want to do everything in my power to keep that for myself. I want to cry when I see the stars, or the ocean, or ants carrying leafs. I want to be fully and entirely taken by every experience. I want to watch the sunset and not just look at it, I want to try new foods and not just taste them, everything will be new, everything will be beautiful, and I will be in love with every day.