Compulsion

I have this compulsion to write right now (<---- write right lulz) I feel like if I don't say something I will be forgotten. I feel like the world is passing me by and usually that would be ok except I am no longer helping others, or pushing myself to learn from my own life. All I want from my life is for someone to hear what I have to say, I want to help but I feel like my words are meaningless.

My friend is hurting and I don't know how to help. I can only offer bumper sticker advice and then crack a joke. I feel like something is wrong with me, why can't I help? Why does it feel like I know what to say but I can't? I'm sorry that half of what I think, I can't get out of my head. Maybe one day I will, but as of now I feel like a mute.

So that's why I am writing, I don't really have a message or challenge, I just want to write so I can be heard and possibly help. I need a purpose or drive. I need a reason to experience things otherwise I'm just here and I might as well not exist.

So scream from the rooftops don't be forgotten because you have something to say. Do not be passed by, because you see things no one else can see. Yell, write, paint, be heard, or more accurately be felt.

Maybe I did have a challenge,

------Make a difference------


More to come

J€ Keem