Everything that

Sometimes life feels like it's sitting on my chest. Everything seems to boil over all at once, run off in its own direction. Unanswered messages, things I've forgotten to do, things that I've needed to do for a while. I look at myself, running around in circles, putting out one fire and discovering two more. Life feels hectic, frayed and flailing. It all seems so massive, so unmoveable. How did I end up here? How do I get out? What I have realized is this, I have made it this far, I have taken every day one at a time, and the future will be no different. I have always gotten exactly what, and everything that I have ever wanted, and of the things I didn't, I realize I have been made better, without them.  

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