A conversation

What am I to you, am I your friend? What are we doing here? Do you really mean what you say? Do I? Why are we all playing this game, be honest with me. Conversation is complicated, layered, do you mean what you say? What am I to you, am I your joke? Do you take me seriously? Am I making a difference? What are we doing here? Tell me what you really think, stop agreeing with me. Why do we keep doing this, this same thing over and over? What am I to you, is your invitation just a courtesy? "What are you doing on Saturday?". Tell me what you want to say, don't just pretend, be honest with me. What are we doing here, am I your friend? What am I to you? "We should hang out more". Be sincere, be honest with me. What am I to you? Is this going well? Did you understand what I meant?  What am I to you, what are we doing here, be honest with me am I your friend? Am I making a difference, are you taking me seriously? What am I to you?

                               

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